Yep, same. Closest I've come so far is a distant childhood memory of a soup my great grandmother made for me whenever I was feeling sick, I don't even know what it was, but it had spicy sausage meatballs in some bone broth with vegetables and bow tie noodles and it was incredible. She would make it with a tomatoes and bacon sandwich every time and the fact that even 30 years later I can smell the soup making just thinking about it and my mouth waters is testament to its lasting impression. Sadly it is a lost recipe, another in the pantheon of white whale recipes I was too young to have the forethought to request copies of before they were lost with those that knew them by heart.
Yep, same. Closest I've come so far is a distant childhood memory of a soup my great grandmother made for me whenever I was feeling sick, I don't even know what it was, but it had spicy sausage meatballs in some bone broth with vegetables and bow tie noodles and it was incredible. She would make it with a tomatoes and bacon sandwich every time and the fact that even 30 years later I can smell the soup making just thinking about it and my mouth waters is testament to its lasting impression. Sadly it is a lost recipe, another in the pantheon of white whale recipes I was too young to have the forethought to request copies of before they were lost with those that knew them by heart.